You weren't mine and I knew you never would be but that doesn't change the fact that my heart is in pieces because of you. I want to forget but that can never happen after everything I have been through...after everything we have been through. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't breathe. I can't see straight. I'm at a standstill and my mind is just wondering, but not giving out answers. I want to move on because you don't deserve me in your life but why do I not listen to myself? Why do I stick around and continue to get hurt?
I feel weak and alone right now and the world is caving in on me. I'm lost and I can't find my way. I'm disoriented and cannot concentrate. I lay down and curl into a ball while tears roll down my cheeks. Once there are no more tears to be made, I fall asleep and begin to dream. I dream of a better tomorrow and a place where I can be myself and find love. I dream of that happy ending that everybody wants. I continue to dream and find a new life in my mind where I stay for the rest of eternity...
